Am I weak for wanting to kill myself?
I plan to commit suicide in a few days time, I haven't told anyone about it because I don't want them to interfere. I just have had everything in my life turn to ****. I failed at school, I got laid off from my job, my girlfriend has left me and makes me feel even lower about myself everyday, and my family think I'm a disappointment. I've alienated myself from my friends as I'm too ashamed of how low I've become compared to them. So I have no one I can talk to about my feelings and problems, only my ex and she doesn't seem to even care if I die. Its like I am a burden to have around! I'm only 18 and I hate my life, I want it to end. But is that weakness, Giving up on life so early? I know its extreme to want to end your own life, I myself used to frown upon it. But my life has gone to hell and I have made my choice, relief from this loneliness and suffering is what I want.
Liam {Name removed}