What does this mean? Misdiagnosed?
Just wondering if this means I am misdiagnosed. I tend to think that I am making up my BPD and wasting everyone's time. That you are only looking for attention and that you are wasting others time. Due to this I tend to avoid going to doctors until I am in a very bad spot. I tend to also not confide everything I am thinking or feeling to others even my spouse.
When I do share my thoughts my thoughts race about me wasting peoples time, taking up a spot that someone else could use that really needs it etc. I get more and more anxious in fact typing this out is making me anxious,
FYI I am a DBT and Booster group graduate, I am one that it did not work for and have no other options left for me. I do see a doctor and am on medication.