My niece recently felt her neck been pressed (but actually nobody nearby ), and her shoulders felt heavy, as if there is some heavy loads on her shoulders. Sometimes fingers of her right palm shake automatically... What's wrong with her ?

I miss my Mom... I'm still crying after my mom died... My mom passed away 4 years ago from cancer as well... don't really understand God's plan, why did it had to happen to me, every time when some toughts of her comes into my mind, I just burst out
In tears like a baby...
I'll be fine and one word, one memory ignites... the flame that is always
Burning... but the pain is just still so strong,