So I feel really guilty for talking to this other guy while I'm in a relationship. Haven't done anything like cheating though. I have a little crush on this guy. My boyfriend doesn't give me the attention I want. He's too busy playing his card game all the time. I sit in his room and everyday he's playing his cards. He doesn't like to do anything with me because everything is so "expensive". I feel like I'm stuck and whenever I try to talk to him about it he either raises his voice at me and can't actually talk about it. This other guy though we have the same interests it looks like and it's nice to actually get the attention I want. I'm tired of doing the same stuff over and over again. I'm just super bored in our relationship and he does nothing to make me feel special. There is no Sparks anymore like there used to be. I don't know how to express my feelings to him and apart of me wants to stay with him because we have been together for awhile now, but then another part of me is like I could be doing a lot more things in my life. Does anyone have any advice on this and is it bad to think that way. I just feel like a bad person even though I haven't done anything.