I found out what i want after she left me
Hello i am 33 years old. I have a big credit at a bank and some ongoing businesses on my name managed by my dad. I am both a shareholder and an employee. The salary is low but i like it because it is not very hard And i have a lot of free time. Right now we wait for all the trials to be over to get enough money to live a decent life. I met this girl on a social platform, she is 34 and has a 3 years old child. Her husband died 2 years ago. At the beginning i thought to myself:ok it is gonna be a no strings, casual relationship. I admit: i am in my comfort zone,before meeting her for 3 years i almost had the same schedule:work-gym-watching tv series and going out with girls but without any future plans. I just endulged in my comfort zone. Until i met her. She told me that she had exactly my life,eith the comfort zone tv series etc but then her husband died and her whole life changed. We dated for 6 months but now i know that i want more:a family with her. I never felt anything like that before. We broke up because she said that i don’t give her enough security that if everything goes south, my dad’s businesses fall, that i would the type of guy who would work very hard. And i understand her. We broke up in a very friendly way. I love her,she loves me. The way i felt next to her, i never felt it before. We even drank together during weekends and dhe comoletely understood me and gave me a lot of advices. It felt like she knew what she was saying,that she could feel me. Now i lost both the woman i love and my best friend. Any advice? I know i have to man up,to take life in my own hands. But how,since i am stuck in this legal nightmare? I don’t feel completely independent and that is another reason why she broke up with me