A lot of people around me dislike me. To the point they don't want me to be alive. They are always mean to me and treat me with no respect. I love and have all my faith in God. The holy spirit lives in me and don't commit willful sins. While people spit vile attitude at me I stay humble and relaxed. I try to do my VERY best to ignore it and I let them attack me over and over. I am really very friendly, I love conversation, generous, self-controlled. But no matter how much I apologize for whatever I may have done wrong, and no matter how nice I am, they still keep going and things never get better. I am in fear for my life but there's no way for me to get any help. I am emotionally drained, but I stay strong with my love and faith for Jesus Christ. Is there any advice anyone could give me on the matter. This began to happen to me 2years ago and I haven't had a true friend or conversation since. Some talk from someone living a normal life could do wonders.

Hi MaritzaCindy, its nice to know that you love Jesus and have accepted him in his life. I feel sorry to know you have to go through all this. How old are you dear? Do you go to church?

Hold on to your love for Christ, and pray. And give us some more details about yourself so that we can help you out in a better way.

Where are you finding these acquaintances? It is obvious they are not friends so forget them and move on. Find your friends in Church. Join bible studies, small groups etc. Get involved with other like minded believers and you will be surprised how much things change.

Love your enemies,right? :) it's hard but it's the right thing to do. Our faith are not that strong,I guess that's why God wanted us to feel these things to mold us into a much stronger and better person both inside and out. Talk to your family and the people who are close to you, they might help you ease that pain and loneliness.. just hang on there not hangover.. smile. :) God is good.

A more basic question is why people dislike you? Are you, perhaps, trying to convert them?