zooropa1985
May 30, 2007, 09:37 AM
Hey, most of you will know my story but for those who don't basically my girl dumped me by text with no warning and its been a bit of a rocky road since.
Its week 5 now and I'm starting to accept the fact that me and my ex may never get together again but here's a few questions.
What happens when you make someone your whole world, I mean you shut everything else out, I stopped seeing my friends, stopped doing what I used to do because me and my ex would spend all our free time together, I even cancelled my big party for my 21st because I wanted it to be a quiet one with just me and her. So what happens when you make someone your whole world and then suddenly they are gone?
I feel like I have nothing left, everything has been stripped and taken away.
I know its usually the other way round but I'm the one who is finding this hard to get over, my ex is seemingly fine, back to normal, can you really shut feelings out like that? I'm confused about what she really felt for me during the relationship?
I saw her in her car the other day with some of her mates, I waved but she just blanked me and drove on, I know she saw me. All I could feel was anger, she couldn't even wave back, would that have signaled marriage? No it would just have been a simple gesture!
It would be more undestandable if she found someone else and was acting like this but she says she hasn't and I believe her, I just don't understand why she is so distant and is seemingly fine?
Its week 5 now and I'm starting to accept the fact that me and my ex may never get together again but here's a few questions.
What happens when you make someone your whole world, I mean you shut everything else out, I stopped seeing my friends, stopped doing what I used to do because me and my ex would spend all our free time together, I even cancelled my big party for my 21st because I wanted it to be a quiet one with just me and her. So what happens when you make someone your whole world and then suddenly they are gone?
I feel like I have nothing left, everything has been stripped and taken away.
I know its usually the other way round but I'm the one who is finding this hard to get over, my ex is seemingly fine, back to normal, can you really shut feelings out like that? I'm confused about what she really felt for me during the relationship?
I saw her in her car the other day with some of her mates, I waved but she just blanked me and drove on, I know she saw me. All I could feel was anger, she couldn't even wave back, would that have signaled marriage? No it would just have been a simple gesture!
It would be more undestandable if she found someone else and was acting like this but she says she hasn't and I believe her, I just don't understand why she is so distant and is seemingly fine?