Brad_H
May 27, 2007, 12:54 PM
This is a rather complicated relationship I have. I'm a male, 19 yrs old, and I recently started having strong sexual attractions for my best friend (who's also a guy). This in particular has put me under a lot of pressure and stress, as I'm still trying to cope with my emotions. I've almost been on the brink of suicide, as I can't confront him about it, and I can't tell nobody about my sexuality, I don't have the guts. We are very close, and I don't want it to change.
Recently, plans have been made for him to move the country, overseas for college. Its likely he'll be staying there. Thing is... I really don't want to deal with him leaving, its going to completely destroy my world. Even now I'm broken inside. I just don't know what to do. Its affecting me very badly. How do I deal with this situation?
Any advice will be much appreciated.
Recently, plans have been made for him to move the country, overseas for college. Its likely he'll be staying there. Thing is... I really don't want to deal with him leaving, its going to completely destroy my world. Even now I'm broken inside. I just don't know what to do. Its affecting me very badly. How do I deal with this situation?
Any advice will be much appreciated.