So I decided not to take a break from my relationship with my boyfriend kus we talked about it and we decided that we need each other especially at this time.:)

But...
I have another problem...
Well My ex-boyfriend broke up with me 3 months before I met my current boyfriend and I became emotionally unstable.
I felt so alone and blamed myself for the things that went wrong in the relationship.
My ex and I had a lot of problems, we argued too much.
Most were my own fault.
The thing is I really don't know if I am completely over my ex boyfriend.
My ex and I still continued to talk after he broke up with me but argued like crazy; over the smallest things and the stupidest things.
Recently; he found out about my NEW boyfriend and acted very hyper and really happy for me but I feel like I don't want him to be happy for me.
During one of our online conversations; he says he wants me to hate him so I can concentrate on my NEW boyfriend.
So he decides to tell me that he cheated on me when we were together.
So he blocks me from him Instant Messenger
Then a few days ago; I received an email from him, clarifying the words he said.
He says that he didn't cheat on me and that he wouldn't don't that to me.
... And yet; Im confused about the whole thing.
In the last online conversation before he decided to block me; he said that if he could go back in time that he would still want to be with me...
... That completely threw me off because I still had some sort of feelings for him.
Then today my current Boyfriend asks me if my ex was to say that he wanted me back, if I would leave my current Boyfriend for my ex.
I hesitated but I think I lied.
Idk what to do.
Im not over my ex apparently
I don't want to lose my current boyfriend kus I do love him
But I can't love 2 people...

If you can't decide on one of these two, than neither one of them are for you. All you want is an emotional crutch and your just trying to figure out which one would work best for you at this time. Show some respect to both of them, and let them both go so they don't have to part of your emotional tug of war game.

How about growing up, and stop giving the ex so much time and emotion that your current b/f deserves. That may stop the confusion. Its so unfair to play the new guy because you are confused. I think that you should do as Chuff suggests, and leave them both alone until you get unconfused.