Alma Hermosa x3
May 9, 2007, 11:31 AM
Hi,
For the past 4 months my boyfriend and I of 2 years having been going through a very bad time. Around January I had broken up with him, for his treatment towards me. During that month or so, I did something that I'm not proud of. I slept with someone. Eone he knew of but didn't know. Its something I'm ashamed of completely. After that incident that "guy" and I didn't talk. I then later realized how much I loved my ex boyfriend and I had to forgive him. So I did and we got back together. When we broke up he did stuff with another girl that he had gotten together with for a few days. When we got back together he asked me if I had did stuff with anyone. I said no because I knew he wouldn't take me back. (because when we broke up in January he said to me if you ever want me back don't do anything with anyone cause I can't deal with that. And honestly I wasn't thinking I would want him back when I had sex with this other guy) About a month into us dating again. He "found out" I confessed everything to him. It turned out he really didn't know and tricked me. Its been 2 months and we haven't been together, he's told me that if he ever gets back with me it won't be for a long time. I leave him alone and give him his space but its hard. I want to do something nice for him but he doesn't want to see me. I know he still cares cause he's told me but he just needs his time. I can't wait forever I love him and every night is just a nightmare. Im not the same lying selfish person I was before. I want him to take me back but I don't want to push him cause its pushing him away.
Please be honest and let me know what you think. * I love him and ill do anything to make him decide to be with me soon than later..! :confused:
For the past 4 months my boyfriend and I of 2 years having been going through a very bad time. Around January I had broken up with him, for his treatment towards me. During that month or so, I did something that I'm not proud of. I slept with someone. Eone he knew of but didn't know. Its something I'm ashamed of completely. After that incident that "guy" and I didn't talk. I then later realized how much I loved my ex boyfriend and I had to forgive him. So I did and we got back together. When we broke up he did stuff with another girl that he had gotten together with for a few days. When we got back together he asked me if I had did stuff with anyone. I said no because I knew he wouldn't take me back. (because when we broke up in January he said to me if you ever want me back don't do anything with anyone cause I can't deal with that. And honestly I wasn't thinking I would want him back when I had sex with this other guy) About a month into us dating again. He "found out" I confessed everything to him. It turned out he really didn't know and tricked me. Its been 2 months and we haven't been together, he's told me that if he ever gets back with me it won't be for a long time. I leave him alone and give him his space but its hard. I want to do something nice for him but he doesn't want to see me. I know he still cares cause he's told me but he just needs his time. I can't wait forever I love him and every night is just a nightmare. Im not the same lying selfish person I was before. I want him to take me back but I don't want to push him cause its pushing him away.
Please be honest and let me know what you think. * I love him and ill do anything to make him decide to be with me soon than later..! :confused: