Tallarin
Apr 23, 2007, 09:29 AM
Hi there!
So my friend who basically let me know by her actions she didn't want to have anything to do with me anymore (read my previous sob story post) did something that threw me for a loop this morning. During the meetings of our group I have stayed cordial but kept a big distance. I have to confess that the days she didn't make it were very nice for me.
So today, as fate would have it, I had to sit next to her during a meeting because it was the only place left. After the meeting was over and we were getting ready to leave she gave me a HUGE hug and talked chit chat for a few minutes. The whole time my brain was trying to make sense of this. This is the same person who hasn't returned phone calls/emails and during meetings and at school has made it a point to be on the opposite end of where I am at. I know that the chair at the meeting was just a coincidence, but a HUG? And not a "hiya, howdy doo" kind of hug, but the kind of hug you only give a true friend.
I know this is silly but I almost broke down because it took me by surprise, this friend was like a sister to me... What do I do now? My intutition tells me to disappear from this particular group for a while after the big event is over in two weeks, my heart tells me to give it a chance, my brain tells me to RUN because he friendship's over and things will be awkward if it restarts and I will get hurt again.
Have a pleasant April Monday, may the weather be good where you are
So my friend who basically let me know by her actions she didn't want to have anything to do with me anymore (read my previous sob story post) did something that threw me for a loop this morning. During the meetings of our group I have stayed cordial but kept a big distance. I have to confess that the days she didn't make it were very nice for me.
So today, as fate would have it, I had to sit next to her during a meeting because it was the only place left. After the meeting was over and we were getting ready to leave she gave me a HUGE hug and talked chit chat for a few minutes. The whole time my brain was trying to make sense of this. This is the same person who hasn't returned phone calls/emails and during meetings and at school has made it a point to be on the opposite end of where I am at. I know that the chair at the meeting was just a coincidence, but a HUG? And not a "hiya, howdy doo" kind of hug, but the kind of hug you only give a true friend.
I know this is silly but I almost broke down because it took me by surprise, this friend was like a sister to me... What do I do now? My intutition tells me to disappear from this particular group for a while after the big event is over in two weeks, my heart tells me to give it a chance, my brain tells me to RUN because he friendship's over and things will be awkward if it restarts and I will get hurt again.
Have a pleasant April Monday, may the weather be good where you are