:( I'm stressed out already I'm tired of trying to please everyone in my family and in my relationship! I have recently dropped out of high school because I'm so depressed that I failed every single one of my classes know I just quite my job because I'm suppose to start watching my nephew I love him to death. But my sister is taking care of all the paper work so I can start but it seems that she's not doing nothing at all. :confused: and on top of all of that me and my boyfriend want to have a baby but I have had no luck being able to get pregnant yet! I'm so tired of this life sometimes I think about just starting to do drugs again I stopped on new years of this month and have been clean but since my problems have started I just want to smoke so I can relax and have fun again! I'm only 18 years old and I'm already tired of life! I started doing drugs after my grandfather died in 2004 and stopped when I got with my boyfriend. I haven't been able to sleep all I do is think that I want to be pregnant so I can have another reason to live but it just won't happen to me!


:mad: I JUST WANT TO DIE AND LEAVE ALL MY PROBLEMS BEHIND ME!! :mad:

:confused: SOMEBODY PLEASE GIVE ME SOME KIND OF ADVICE?? :confused:

You need to set yourself steps, targets with prioritisation.

You can't juggle everything in one.
You can't work, study, look after your nephew and hope for your own baby all together.

Its important to remain positive and work hard for what you wish to achieve in the future, find a happy medium and stick to it.

You need to just take a deep breath and relax god is not going to throw too much at you that you can't handle it is just on obsticle that you will have to beat and over come in life if you think all this is hard on you and making you crazy what do you think a kid of your own is going to do don't try to have a kid when all this stuff is going on in your life right now just take time for yourself to think and just relax cause life is not hard as you kame it turn out to be just just go somewhere to clear your head for a while and relax