For many months I was so depressed I started to do some things I should have, I left god and told him that I was so angry he ruined my life and it was pointless that we even came after me because I was never going back.
I want to sound more official.

torikh, welcome. Could you write this again, explaining more? I can't understand any of it. Not even the title. I understand 'I want to sound more official,' but where, to whom? God?

Can someone help me replace was ??

Can someone help me replace was ??


I'm guessing he wants help rephrasing his post so he doesn't use the word "was" so many times.

AHA! I was wondering if was was used too may times.

For many months I was so depressed I started to do some things I should have, I left god and told him that I was so angry he ruined my life and it was pointless that we even came after me because I was never going back.
I've been so depressed for many months. I've even started to do some things I shouldn't have, like forsaking God and telling Him that I'm very angry He ruined my life. In fact, I've told Him that it's pointless to try to come after me because I will never go back.