Pebblesloves
Nov 16, 2016, 12:42 AM
I couldn't fine a proper way if there is any to tell me ex that I no longer wanted to have communication so I decided to write a good bye letter. What do you think about it. Is it okay to put all my feeling out there or what do you think? BTW he broke up with me I did no contact for 30 days and he was still calling and texting until one day I answered and I realize I just don't want to have communication.
Look (name) me an you aren't together anymore and I cant just act like I don't feel nothing for you anymore. I know your not coming back and Eventually your going to have another relationship and by then I would like to have already moved on. I don't like to feel like Im being treated like the last resort or someone to feel pity for me. Don't feel bad if you just don't feel it in your heart to talk to me and when you happen to remember that you haven't called or text you do it just to probably ease your mind. Im not blaming you that's just what you make me feel on how you go about calling me like you call once and then your gone then one message and again like you appear and disappear playing games like were friends. Yes I enjoy our conversations I cant never get enough of them because I'm talking to you at the same time Im hurting.
You got to understand where Im coming from and my point of view my feeling are on the line just because you feel nothing for me no more doesn't mean I don't. I've managed to be okay and this you know; but I don't like putting a front like if I don't feel nothing ever since you've been gone. If that's what you wanted to hear and read that Im suffering yea but I don't blame you its my fault but Im going to be fine. And well
I can only assume things and knowing about you just makes me assume more you know why because your intelligent you're a fine looking guy your young and you have nothing to lose like there is a possibility you already are talking to someone and since that person is not familiar you want to keep me on the side because you know me and you also know my feeling towards you your smart and I just don't want to think about anything because I do love you and I just want to let you go because I truly desire your happiness. Happiness that I couldn't give you. Just let me move on. Its better if I know nothing about you because the more I know the more I miss. As I write this Im crying. I promise you I will forget you. I hope one day if or when I receive a call from you is for you to tell me that you've found what you always wished for. I swear on my mother I want you to be happy. I want you to be happy since I never could make you happy . I love you (name).
This is not me being emotional this is me being real about my feeling I put my feeling out there without caring about being judged...
Good bye.
Look (name) me an you aren't together anymore and I cant just act like I don't feel nothing for you anymore. I know your not coming back and Eventually your going to have another relationship and by then I would like to have already moved on. I don't like to feel like Im being treated like the last resort or someone to feel pity for me. Don't feel bad if you just don't feel it in your heart to talk to me and when you happen to remember that you haven't called or text you do it just to probably ease your mind. Im not blaming you that's just what you make me feel on how you go about calling me like you call once and then your gone then one message and again like you appear and disappear playing games like were friends. Yes I enjoy our conversations I cant never get enough of them because I'm talking to you at the same time Im hurting.
You got to understand where Im coming from and my point of view my feeling are on the line just because you feel nothing for me no more doesn't mean I don't. I've managed to be okay and this you know; but I don't like putting a front like if I don't feel nothing ever since you've been gone. If that's what you wanted to hear and read that Im suffering yea but I don't blame you its my fault but Im going to be fine. And well
I can only assume things and knowing about you just makes me assume more you know why because your intelligent you're a fine looking guy your young and you have nothing to lose like there is a possibility you already are talking to someone and since that person is not familiar you want to keep me on the side because you know me and you also know my feeling towards you your smart and I just don't want to think about anything because I do love you and I just want to let you go because I truly desire your happiness. Happiness that I couldn't give you. Just let me move on. Its better if I know nothing about you because the more I know the more I miss. As I write this Im crying. I promise you I will forget you. I hope one day if or when I receive a call from you is for you to tell me that you've found what you always wished for. I swear on my mother I want you to be happy. I want you to be happy since I never could make you happy . I love you (name).
This is not me being emotional this is me being real about my feeling I put my feeling out there without caring about being judged...
Good bye.