okay.. the basis. i am in 9th grade- 15 yrs old and have never MADE OUT with a guy before. last night i was at a party and it was bad.. so some girl invited 5 of the most popular guys over. we all played "sping the bottle" and truth or dare" then it was this boys (ethan)'s turn and he was dared to kiss me.. he was like i willl do it if she will. and i kept going no no! because i didnt know how to french kiss. then i was like FINE because everyone was pressuring me, even though i shouldnt have said fine, i did. he leaned in about 75% i leaned over about 15% and then i go NO NO NO!! and i backed out of it.. in front of all my friends and in front of all his friends. part of it was because i didnt wanna do it in front of ppl, also because he tilted his head to the left, and i am a righty so i was confused. its gonna go around school, i am soo embaressed and want to kill myself. not litteraly. PLEASE i need help. feel free to email me at [email protected]

Why did you assume you had to french kiss? You could have just kissed regularly, a peck on the lips. Now, here's a lesson and I hope you will take heed: never be scared, never worry about what other people think and always do what you think is right for you. Never do what you THINK others want you to do. It is your life and you control what you do. Don't bother being embarrassed. Just laught it off. If other people want to laught at you then let them. What's it going to hurt? Join in the laughter and let it roll right off. Enjoy your life and french kiss when you feel it is right for you!!
Patty