I've been kind of selfish and neglected me old friends now the friends that I did have I don't want to have anything to do with them. How do I make contact with my old friends I was kind of pretty ty to them ignored them was kind of nasty when they tried to help me. I don't want them to just think they are like me back up plan would just really like to be friend with them again. How can I make it up to them? Or should I let it go they are probably better off not knowing me

How about apologizing to them?

Given your new found freedom, and current situation, making new friends would be my suggestion rather than reaching back just yet for old ones. I think you need time to be in an even better place yourself before you go back to old people, places, and things.

I know you may be limited at this time making new friends, and bored, and a bit lonely but just being friendly with the people you do encounter now will prepare you for when you can renew some old acquaintances. GO SLOW with that for now. I highly suggest a wise mentor to be able to talk to about these things and guide you before you do anything on your own, a SPONSOR if you have gotten to that point.

I have texted them and said I was sorry about everything I did but they didn't reply suppose I don't really blame them I did ignore them. Anyway probably a good thing

I have texted them and said I was sorry about everything I did but they didn't reply suppose I don't really blame them I did ignore them. Anyway probably a good thing

Move forward, not back.

Then move on. Make new friends

You're right. Feel bad now probably should have apologised earlier not that it probably would have made a difference if I was them I wouldn't want to hang around me either I was a bit of a cow

Give some thought to seeking out the sort of friends you believe will help you to make good choices in your life... ones that are not prone to getting into any trouble. It can be helpful, in many aspects in life, to surround yourself with the sort of people that you would like to be more like; who can have a positive influence on you.