joy2theworld
Jul 27, 2014, 05:38 PM
So I I've been with this guy since May 16th and it's now almost August, I don't even feel like calculating how long that is. He broke up with me once before Canada day, so July 1st. He said he wasn't ready for a relationship and that he still wanted to be with me (like be loyal and stuff) but with out titles. The next day we got back together cause he changed his mind. Ever since then we were fine, he told me he loved me for the first time recently. I went to camp for a week and when I got back he sent me a huge paragraph he wrote me while I was gone. Saying stuff like, he doesn't want to loose me, and that he would be nothing with out me, and that he wanted us to be together for a long time. But he was at my house and we her hanging out a few days ago. We were acting fine. Then suddenly he just looked at me and said he wanted to break up. He started crying and he said that he just didn't want a girlfriend. So I let him leave. I didn't realize at the time that I should have made him stay because I have questions. Like why all of a sudden. And now he's already flirting with other girls (I see it on ask.fm). It's like I meant nothing. And it's only been like two days. I'm sitting here crying at least 5+ times a day. I know you're going to say that if he's moved on so fast he's not worth crying over. I get that.. but he still hurt me, I just want to forget about him but I constantly am hurting. Like my heart physically hurts and I don't know what to do..