biglovelysmiles
Jul 21, 2014, 01:46 AM
I've been talking to a guy (my so call bf) for almost a year and we live in different countries. We plan to meet soon and also spend nights together so we might have something intimacy like making out during nights (we won't have real sex anyway)
And what I'm worried is that
I have a very flat chest, my breasts aren't even full for A cups. I'm skinny but I have cellulite on my butt - thighs and I have big belly which is bigger than my breasts. I have acne, scars on my oily face and on my body. I also have acne scars over my back - chest - stomach - neck and arms. Now I hardly have acne on my body or sometimes I have mild acne on my chests but my bad scars still exist. I don't have a smell on my body and he always says the smell is what could attract him. And I have very oily skin which makes my face and my hair greasy very fast.
But well, I wear makeup and I wear bras with some pad which help me look good with tight clothes on and look like I don't have that bad skin. He saw my pics and I know he already thinks I have at least B cups and normal skin.
Now the day we meet is coming and I feel very worried and bad with how abnormal - ugly my body is :( I really like him and I'm afraid all these will become huge turning off for him
How do you guys think? Am I that bad or this is acceptable?
What could help me get better? And what should I do about him?
And what I'm worried is that
I have a very flat chest, my breasts aren't even full for A cups. I'm skinny but I have cellulite on my butt - thighs and I have big belly which is bigger than my breasts. I have acne, scars on my oily face and on my body. I also have acne scars over my back - chest - stomach - neck and arms. Now I hardly have acne on my body or sometimes I have mild acne on my chests but my bad scars still exist. I don't have a smell on my body and he always says the smell is what could attract him. And I have very oily skin which makes my face and my hair greasy very fast.
But well, I wear makeup and I wear bras with some pad which help me look good with tight clothes on and look like I don't have that bad skin. He saw my pics and I know he already thinks I have at least B cups and normal skin.
Now the day we meet is coming and I feel very worried and bad with how abnormal - ugly my body is :( I really like him and I'm afraid all these will become huge turning off for him
How do you guys think? Am I that bad or this is acceptable?
What could help me get better? And what should I do about him?