Linjiayue
Jun 16, 2014, 01:10 PM
My boyfriend comes from China and he needs to go back to his country... we met in Switzerland and half year before he is going back I decided to break up with him because I love him too much and can't stand being with him with the thought he will leave me after forever...
We have been a perfect couple for six months. My parents also like him very much, all my friends said he is a great guy, so do I think. We loved and still love each other a lot... The problem is I can't go to China.. I have my reasons and can't go... but I also can't find a new boyfriend, I love my ex too much.. I even bought rings for us and I am not taking off mine. I wear it everyday as a sign I'm taken. Because in my heart it's true.. I already had one boyfriend after we broke up but I couldn't stand it... I was all the time thinking about my ex... love him too much... he hopes I can find a good man in the future but it's impossible for me... I don't know how to move on... I know we can't be together but I can't forget him, we were really perfect together.. we felt it and all people around also felt it. Btw I'm white he is asian.. but it worked awesome.. I don't know how to move on... I'm destroying my future like this.. I can't love another man..
We have been a perfect couple for six months. My parents also like him very much, all my friends said he is a great guy, so do I think. We loved and still love each other a lot... The problem is I can't go to China.. I have my reasons and can't go... but I also can't find a new boyfriend, I love my ex too much.. I even bought rings for us and I am not taking off mine. I wear it everyday as a sign I'm taken. Because in my heart it's true.. I already had one boyfriend after we broke up but I couldn't stand it... I was all the time thinking about my ex... love him too much... he hopes I can find a good man in the future but it's impossible for me... I don't know how to move on... I know we can't be together but I can't forget him, we were really perfect together.. we felt it and all people around also felt it. Btw I'm white he is asian.. but it worked awesome.. I don't know how to move on... I'm destroying my future like this.. I can't love another man..