This is not a question but an apology. To all the people that helped me I'm sorry for the way that I acted. I did appreciate all the advice I was given even though I didn't act like I did you all gave me a lot to think about and often the push I needed. I found out this afternoon that the man that hurt me is not going to be charged as the DPP does not think there is enough physical evidence for a trial, I was vey angry and upset and drank. It's no excuse though buti have just read what I wrote and am very sorry I would have put this there but the thread was closed and I totally understand why. I'm such an idiot for drinking and for treating you all the way I have when you only offed me help. Thank you all I will do as you have all suggested and take my pills and listen to what my mum tells me I really don't make good choices for myself that's obvious.

Apology accepted and we hope you have leant from this experience.