TsutaShine
Feb 13, 2014, 05:18 AM
Right now I'm a 10th grade Hong Kong Student and this year is my 2nd year officially taking Visual Arts class. Recently something bad happened.
Before I talk about it, I should mention some things which is related to what happened recently.
In my class, like other classmates, I have horrible performance, I have no specific art skills, I have no actual creativity whatsoever and despite me working hard, I can't get the basics of art, hence why I get low grades in VA.
I think it is because, in our grade, in the past 2 years we were never taught about art history or any basic skills in painting or design. This year we were taught about them shortly, but it was too late for us to develop knowledge about it.
Nowadays other lower grades are taught with it because of the change in the education system, coincidentally our grade skipped a year of learning it as well. Hence why all of us are very very behind.
What happened was, our class delayed our very first project of the year for so long, even though some of us did hand in on time, it wasn't considered artistic to anyone at all, mostly is because we are lazy and inexperienced.
Our teacher is nice and she does teach us a lot, she meant well, she taught me some techniques such as make a painting with one color but with different tones, play with the background, play with fonts etc. since she knows that I'm bad at painting, so I do respect her a lot.
But that day she couldn't take it anymore, she scolded the whole class and she said she will officially give up on teaching us. I should point out, she is being easy on all of us this year, even crossed the line for us, so I can tell she's not one of those strict teachers for sure. I felt very sorry for her and I was terrified because I was thinking if it was all my fault for choosing the wrong career path.
Even worse, I wasn't sure whether what the teacher said is true or not, was she trying to motivate me by goading or was she telling the truth, telling me to give up because Arts is really not my path?
The truth is, I've always wanted to be an artist since elementary school, I've drawn a lot so I can at least gain advantage, then I realized those drawings are not what my teacher expected for. So I started over, nowadays I've used up most of my energy almost everyday just to finish my work, it is indeed tiring, although it's slightly better, I still get bad grades. And being unfortunately uneducated for one year, is it fate?
I am intent, but I lack creativity in drawing, should I give up on arts once I graduate high school for my own sake, or should I keep trying just to fulfill my dream?
Before I talk about it, I should mention some things which is related to what happened recently.
In my class, like other classmates, I have horrible performance, I have no specific art skills, I have no actual creativity whatsoever and despite me working hard, I can't get the basics of art, hence why I get low grades in VA.
I think it is because, in our grade, in the past 2 years we were never taught about art history or any basic skills in painting or design. This year we were taught about them shortly, but it was too late for us to develop knowledge about it.
Nowadays other lower grades are taught with it because of the change in the education system, coincidentally our grade skipped a year of learning it as well. Hence why all of us are very very behind.
What happened was, our class delayed our very first project of the year for so long, even though some of us did hand in on time, it wasn't considered artistic to anyone at all, mostly is because we are lazy and inexperienced.
Our teacher is nice and she does teach us a lot, she meant well, she taught me some techniques such as make a painting with one color but with different tones, play with the background, play with fonts etc. since she knows that I'm bad at painting, so I do respect her a lot.
But that day she couldn't take it anymore, she scolded the whole class and she said she will officially give up on teaching us. I should point out, she is being easy on all of us this year, even crossed the line for us, so I can tell she's not one of those strict teachers for sure. I felt very sorry for her and I was terrified because I was thinking if it was all my fault for choosing the wrong career path.
Even worse, I wasn't sure whether what the teacher said is true or not, was she trying to motivate me by goading or was she telling the truth, telling me to give up because Arts is really not my path?
The truth is, I've always wanted to be an artist since elementary school, I've drawn a lot so I can at least gain advantage, then I realized those drawings are not what my teacher expected for. So I started over, nowadays I've used up most of my energy almost everyday just to finish my work, it is indeed tiring, although it's slightly better, I still get bad grades. And being unfortunately uneducated for one year, is it fate?
I am intent, but I lack creativity in drawing, should I give up on arts once I graduate high school for my own sake, or should I keep trying just to fulfill my dream?