I decided I was going to tell another story and this isn't a rape one its about my parents. I don't know when it started but I know I was afraid of going home since I was 4 so long story short my parents hit me.
They punch me throw stuff at me slap me and hit me with things, I have bruises over my body because of them I guess I never realized what it was I never thought it was abuse I'm not even sure it because they always tell me its normal.
My parents I can't say I'm close to them I'm the unperfect one my sister she gets good grades and makes them proud though my mom screams at her for being too fat my brother he is the little one never does anything wrong. I have many bruises that i have been told by my parents to cover up with makeup and not to tell and when my friends touch i wimper and act like it was nothing.
I try to be good in school to be good all the time I do many chores ever my sisters so they would be proud of me but they never see me that way Its been so long since I haven't been scared of going on I just fear everyday I might get hit I sometimes just start crying in my room for no reason and I always feel like nobody understands. After the rape accident I started blaming myself I guess it was my fault everything happened I should have stopped my friend from going to the house and stopped myself from following her I believe I am useless like they say I am a dissapointment and a mistake I tried to commit suicide I guess I never have the courage though I do want to end what I'm going through.
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Answer please

You need to get help. Go to your school counsler or call the police. Maybe even one of your friends parents. What you say your parents are doing to you is classified as abuse. They need to be stopped before they really hurt or kill someone. Please seek help.

Yes, you are going to have to speak to the proper authorities. Make sure you have your facts straight. Your parents will be taken to task about this. You will have to repeat your story many times, also in front of your parents.

What rape incident? You only hint at that, so what happened and why didn't you report it to the police, go to the hospital to be examined and name your attacker ?

Here is the rape story Tickle.

https://www.askmehelpdesk.com/adult-sexuality/rape-story-780734.html

This is the thread she is referring to: https://www.askmehelpdesk.com/adult-sexuality/rape-story-780734.html

Would you please give us your age and general location so we know what resources are available?

If you continue to be a victim, nothing will ever be good for you. I read your rape story. You declined to seek help because you stated they threatened you. How will this help anyone, yourself, if you continue to tell us about this. Have enough courage to see to it that these people are take care of.

Okay, you were raped, and now you tell is you have abusive parents.