Has anyone out there ever felt the death of a sibling. My brother Larry died from cancer in 2003. We all knew the disease would finally take its toll on his weak body. The day Larry died I felt his death as it rapidly approached. I had an intense sense of dread that totally overcame me. I walked to his hospital room door to go in and see him. As I reached for the door, I felt intense pain throughout my body, and then numbness flooded my very core. I knew he had passed. I lowered my hand and walked to the waiting room to where my other brothers waited. Just then my little sister entered the waiting room crying and said Larry had just died. I have never totally gotten over the feeling I had that day. How did I know when he died and how did I feel his pain?

You felt your pain, and your grief. We do not know how we can feel the death coming for a love one. But it does happen. Just a connection we have with them.
What is it you have not gotten over ? How is it effecting you ?