I feel like I am lost. I do not know what to do anymore, and I hate myself for feeling this way. I am trying so hard not to cut right now, and it's getting hard to resist. No matter what I do, no amount of medication, talking, or distractions help. I feel hopeless, useless, and worthless. Honestly, I don't even want to live anymore. If I knew there was an easy way to end my life right now, I would. I just cannot take this anymore, and I don't know what to do.

It is time to get with your doctor and get better medical care. Obviously what you are currently doing is not working.

How old are you? Do you live at home, and are you in school?

Have there been major events that have caused this emotional place you are in? You indicate you have cut before- what happened then that made you stop until now.

Have you had help in the past, and if so, what was it.

Is there a certain event or chain of events that are making you feel this way -- a guy or your job or school or someone in your family? Please tell us more about what is going on. There IS help for this.