cloudedeyes
Oct 30, 2013, 05:45 AM
Everything started when I finally got in high school. everything was just fine... I guess. but the problem now is that my grades are getting lowe I wasn't part of the honors anymore and my personality changed to more like a rebel.
I thought it was normal like many teenagers face when facing high school but now its different.My mom and dad began lecturing about values and all and I get it but I still keep on rebelling.
Even in my past it was like this but not much, like at the past my grades are just plain or above average, I watch anime or cartoons at the computer or TV during school days and still the same now.. but I can't identify what's wrong with me...
And now in high school I've encountered more problems... I'm the class president,yes that is something to be proud of of but the problem is that I was never been president before in my life before and now more problems arise.
my boy classmates are acting like complete jerks.. to be honest.then the girls,an all-out war.then the next thing is that because of the stress... it developed asthma attacks or just hyperventilating,pains in my chest or hearts numbness of muscles.
but the worst of all to me is that even though I have my old classmates still with me in my current school... I become depressed or even cry if I remember the memories I shared with my past friends.they're all still my friends but we're all separated and I can't keep in touch with them always... I miss them so bad I cry just thinking about it.
I don't know what to do anymore... please someone help me..
I thought it was normal like many teenagers face when facing high school but now its different.My mom and dad began lecturing about values and all and I get it but I still keep on rebelling.
Even in my past it was like this but not much, like at the past my grades are just plain or above average, I watch anime or cartoons at the computer or TV during school days and still the same now.. but I can't identify what's wrong with me...
And now in high school I've encountered more problems... I'm the class president,yes that is something to be proud of of but the problem is that I was never been president before in my life before and now more problems arise.
my boy classmates are acting like complete jerks.. to be honest.then the girls,an all-out war.then the next thing is that because of the stress... it developed asthma attacks or just hyperventilating,pains in my chest or hearts numbness of muscles.
but the worst of all to me is that even though I have my old classmates still with me in my current school... I become depressed or even cry if I remember the memories I shared with my past friends.they're all still my friends but we're all separated and I can't keep in touch with them always... I miss them so bad I cry just thinking about it.
I don't know what to do anymore... please someone help me..