Jaxipie
Oct 14, 2013, 09:07 PM
This is a huge story but I hope you listen. I'll try to cut some parts out. 2 years ago I moved to New York. I met a pretty girl who was funny and nice. We were friends. I fell in love. After the summer ended last year is when I thought she was everything. This part is long so I'll try to make it short. I told a guy I thought was a friend I liked her and he told me he liked a girl but got rejected and he asked out the girl I liked. Now he knows he is being a ***. He tells every one and start to harassing me on MC and I fell like killing myself, and because of this he makes my old friends hate me and makes the girl of my dreams hate me.
My best friend tried to help but he kind of did I guess. She starts ignoring me and I kind of do the same and I felt like suicide. I did talk back to him on MC and he used it against me. Remember I'm leavening out a lot of details because damn this is a lot to read.
Fast forward another year. (This year) and we went from Jr. high to high school. And most people went to a different school. Then me, my best friend, a different friend and the girl went out and some more people not important. I did not know this girl was going to this school this was a shock. Now this girl has braces and she some how loss height? And I loss weight. I am winning the battle on looking better here. But I still kind of like her. We both took chorus and were in the same class and right next to each other. She tries to say stuff like hey and she tried to be nice and starting conversations. But I took a lot of anger and said it was her fault. So I put like a shield around my heart now and I think we could really CONNECT but I don't think I can just forget that over stuff.
So should I find a time to talk about it or should I try really hard to forget it? She goes on my bus but we got assigned seats. And course we can't talk to much plus her friends are sitting next to her. What do I do? Please help.
My best friend tried to help but he kind of did I guess. She starts ignoring me and I kind of do the same and I felt like suicide. I did talk back to him on MC and he used it against me. Remember I'm leavening out a lot of details because damn this is a lot to read.
Fast forward another year. (This year) and we went from Jr. high to high school. And most people went to a different school. Then me, my best friend, a different friend and the girl went out and some more people not important. I did not know this girl was going to this school this was a shock. Now this girl has braces and she some how loss height? And I loss weight. I am winning the battle on looking better here. But I still kind of like her. We both took chorus and were in the same class and right next to each other. She tries to say stuff like hey and she tried to be nice and starting conversations. But I took a lot of anger and said it was her fault. So I put like a shield around my heart now and I think we could really CONNECT but I don't think I can just forget that over stuff.
So should I find a time to talk about it or should I try really hard to forget it? She goes on my bus but we got assigned seats. And course we can't talk to much plus her friends are sitting next to her. What do I do? Please help.