My boyfriend has told me that I'm the sexiest woman ever and all his friends agree. He is satisfied when we have sex and completely enjoys it. The thing is we ONLY have sex on his time. I'm ALWAYS open into having sex but a lot of the time he will reject me. He'll watch porn when he's horny and say that he wants sex to be a special time for us. Of which I understand. Yes, I get horny too, but I don't get anything out of it. Sometimes I WANT A QUICKIE! Yes, I have watched porn but I don't reject him when he actually wants to have sex with me. I don't like watching porn cause I don't want to watch other guys. I want to SEE HIM NAKED! It bothers me he watches lesbian porn and it takes the same amount of time for him to have man time as it is to have sex with me. There will be times that I'll want sex and he rejects me. Yet, 10 minutes later we'll be in the bedroom. I've talked to my boyfriend about this and BY HIS CHOICE he said he won't watch it. The point is why does this bother me so much? I would have dreams of him cheating on me. Since he's agreed to stop I've been having dreams about him having sex with me.