theunloved
Jul 2, 2013, 08:08 AM
Hi I've been with my man for 3 years and in he last 1 year I've been feeling unloved unwanted were always fighting with each other sometimes I'm scare to even talk to him he gets man at me yelling at me and said why am I asking stupid question he's always mad when he go with me any were every weekend its worst he stay home but I'm in room he's always in another part of the house I've told him how I feel but its like he like seeing me hurt this last few days its been so nice out side here in Oregon every one with there family doing out doors and me in side lock up like a dog I'm hurting so much but I can't get myself to leave him and I think its because it woulen't matter to him if I did or didn't I been told by lost of men that they would love to be in his shoes I cook for him house clean when he gets home I show him I love I take good care of him put it that way and I get nothing in re tune I know 'im very pretty and I can get any man I want but I feel like may be one day he'll see and love me back the way I want to be loved help I'm so sad all the time crying hurt and not know what to do any more