I'm 15 years old and my cousin sexually assaulted me (no penetration, oral, just touching) for about 10 years, I have two sores on my mons area, just sores. No itching, or anything else. My vagina has no fishy or bad smell to it. I use regular body wash and I shower daily but I have had a history of an "alright" hygiene, like I'd go a couple days without showering a couple years ago, but I've cleaned up, literally. I don't shave, I've tried, but my pubic hairs are too curly and long. I'm not sexually active, I've never had sex with anyone or received or given oral. I take a lot of antibiotics and painkillers, I read somewhere that that could lead to a yeast infection. I'm really worried it's herpes, but I've seen countless photos of genital herpes and it just doesn't look like that, nor HPV or any other STD. I think it might be folliculitis, especially since I don't shave. I'm really worried and afraid to get tested, please help?

Why afraid to get tested or have a doctor examine you? That should relieve your mind, to find out what this is.

Why afraid to get tested or have a doctor examine you? That should relieve your mind, to find out what this is.
I want to get tested but I don't want my mom to ask any questions on "why", she's going to think I'm having sex or doing something I shouldn't be doing. And also, the fact of the matter is, she looks down on women with yeast infections, and STDs, she always talks about how nasty they are.

I want to get tested but I don't want my mom to ask any questions on "why", she's gonna think I'm having sex or doing something I shouldn't be doing. and also, the fact of the matter is, she looks down on women with yeast infections, and STDs, she always talks about how nasty they are.
Then I guess you are going to have to suffer and get this over and over again with the possibility that your future childbearing ability may be compromised.