I have been with my boyfriend off and on for almost four years now. We have been back together for 5 months now and recently moved in with each other about a month ago. Lately I've been finding myself avoiding him so that he doesn't touch me or try to kiss me. The only time you can get myself to have sex with him is to have drank a little bit first. Almost everything he does and says either irratates me or pisses me off. I've tried just ignoring the feelings but it doesn't help. I just don't know what to do. Please help.

Your ID has 'momma' in it. Is a child involved?
(If not - it's easy - it's time to pack your bags and walk out the door. A lot of times we stay with people just because of the hard work it takes to start on our own.)

Leave and don't go back. What makes that so hard?