axdwdrgc
Mar 12, 2013, 06:44 PM
13
Can I go back to a purer time
When everything was simple
Before my mind was so corrupt,
Can I go back to a purer time
When everything was simple
Before my mind was so corrupt,
Before all of my thoughts were consumed,
Before I looked in the mirror and cried
Or screamed
Or hated the refection I saw
I want to go back to the times when split,
Bleeding wrists were not a route to dissolve pain.
I want to bring back the past
A past where I wasn't ridiculed for my clothing and
Hollister didn't dictate lives
A past where jokes were humorous and not a weapon.
Before my thoughts withered
Before I lost my mind.
I can't take it
I've lost control and there's no escape.
No escape
I never thought that I,
As 13 years old,
Would get to this extreme state of internal trama.
It will not stop. It seemingly will not seise.
13 and insane, may I go back to the past?
Please don't be too harsh
Can I go back to a purer time
When everything was simple
Before my mind was so corrupt,
Can I go back to a purer time
When everything was simple
Before my mind was so corrupt,
Before all of my thoughts were consumed,
Before I looked in the mirror and cried
Or screamed
Or hated the refection I saw
I want to go back to the times when split,
Bleeding wrists were not a route to dissolve pain.
I want to bring back the past
A past where I wasn't ridiculed for my clothing and
Hollister didn't dictate lives
A past where jokes were humorous and not a weapon.
Before my thoughts withered
Before I lost my mind.
I can't take it
I've lost control and there's no escape.
No escape
I never thought that I,
As 13 years old,
Would get to this extreme state of internal trama.
It will not stop. It seemingly will not seise.
13 and insane, may I go back to the past?
Please don't be too harsh