lovehurts29
Mar 19, 2007, 12:35 PM
Hello
My story going like that.. I dated a guy for 3 years and loved him more then I loved myself I gave away everything for him even my personalty I forgot I am alive... I didn't care about myself anymore...
He cheated on me with a very young girl (19 y/o) he is 40... act like 22.. I found out he head a baby with her but I still didn't let it go I wanted him so I forgived him and let him into my life again.. I could not trust him but still loved him so much
A year ago I felt like if I won't move away from him I never be happy again.. so I moved from london UK to Miami Florida.. but he still keep in touch and I still loved him but didn't want to go back.. few months ago I called him and a woman pick up his phone as he was a sleep and she been with him for almost 8 months (few weeks after I moved they hooked up) then I head a call from his baby mother and another shock.. yes yes.. they head another baby .and she told me she head a misscarige before that... I felt really stupid and upset but I still talked to him for few more weeks.. I woke up one morning really strong and picked up the peace's of my broken heart and never called him again.. I changed phone number and didn't give it to anyone who know both of us.. he emailed me once ask me to call him so I blocked his email.. then few night ago I keeped dreaming about him and when I woke up I could not believe it but my phone ring and he got my number from my friend that he knew...
He called me and try to be friend with me.. I don't want noting with him and I told him that but he don't stop calling so I SMS him I don't see why he try to show me he love me.. I just want him to stop call most of him calls I don't answer.. :eek:
Why now? Why he can't just let me move on he got his woman with him he don't need me...
My story going like that.. I dated a guy for 3 years and loved him more then I loved myself I gave away everything for him even my personalty I forgot I am alive... I didn't care about myself anymore...
He cheated on me with a very young girl (19 y/o) he is 40... act like 22.. I found out he head a baby with her but I still didn't let it go I wanted him so I forgived him and let him into my life again.. I could not trust him but still loved him so much
A year ago I felt like if I won't move away from him I never be happy again.. so I moved from london UK to Miami Florida.. but he still keep in touch and I still loved him but didn't want to go back.. few months ago I called him and a woman pick up his phone as he was a sleep and she been with him for almost 8 months (few weeks after I moved they hooked up) then I head a call from his baby mother and another shock.. yes yes.. they head another baby .and she told me she head a misscarige before that... I felt really stupid and upset but I still talked to him for few more weeks.. I woke up one morning really strong and picked up the peace's of my broken heart and never called him again.. I changed phone number and didn't give it to anyone who know both of us.. he emailed me once ask me to call him so I blocked his email.. then few night ago I keeped dreaming about him and when I woke up I could not believe it but my phone ring and he got my number from my friend that he knew...
He called me and try to be friend with me.. I don't want noting with him and I told him that but he don't stop calling so I SMS him I don't see why he try to show me he love me.. I just want him to stop call most of him calls I don't answer.. :eek:
Why now? Why he can't just let me move on he got his woman with him he don't need me...