We had broken up about a little over 2 weeks ago; but just last week, my brother got sick of me crying and forced me to talk things out on the phone with her looking for closure, but things went differently, we both started crying, and than we agreed to trying again, but now she's telling me she wants to take a break to find what's best for both of us, and when we first broke up, I saw the world so strange and differently, it just wasn't the same without her, she wasn't the best looking girl, but she was the most beautiful to me, she wasn't perfect but she kind of made life worth it, now it's just not, and I was getting used to life without her, when we broke up, and when I finally thought I got her back, she wants a break, she told me maybe things would change if she got to see me more often, I told her that her feelings were never real if she lets distance affect us, I feel like it's my fault at the same time, cause when we started getting serious, she was so ridiculously in love with me, she was all I'd talk about to her friends, and they told me too, & I feel like I'm losing that because I wasn't doing my best when we were together... there's so many people there for me right now, doing everything to keep my head up, but when that one person I made my world is gone, it feels like my world is depopulated, I just don't know what to do, she needs her space, that's fine I guess, even if I don't really function normal with her, and it affects me a lot , the way she talks, she gets it from me, the way she texts too, it's like I influenced her heavily, I can't even use some of the terms I say or some of the words I say because it reminds me of her, but what has me the most is that she needs her space, cause she told me the first time we broke up she was doing fine, she was normal, and since we're taking this break I feel like she's going to end us after the break, and right before we took this break , the last response I have her was "Your feelings were never real if you're gonna let the fact that we don't see each other everyday affect us" she replied with "you piss me off" and I left it at that, what should I do? Help, I just can't function normally without her, I can't say certain words or use certain terms because it reminds me of her, I can't drive in certain highways or see certain stores cause of her, I just want my life to fall back normal

Give it up. Time to grow a pair, the relationship is over. There are no "breaks" in a relationship, once you heard that she wanted a break you should have said fine I do to, it is over for good.

Never ever chase a woman. You'll always chase them after that and they control the relationship.

The best thing you can do now is find a better looking woman and shove it in your ex's face. It is over with her move on.

Good luck dude.