My boyfriend of 1 year told me at christmas that he had been cheating on me. It really hurt me and I didn't expect it at all.

At first I couldn't see him,or look at him. But after time I forgave him because you only hurt yourself by holding onto what happened.so I needed to stop being angry about it.

We still see each other a lot. I told him that I still love him and he said he still loves me.

Every time we meet up his friends are always there. I don't even mind his mates being there, I like his friends and I enjoy being with them all, not just my ex.
Its just I want to talk to my ex about where I stand but I can't ever get him alone.

I no my ex loves going out, I would never stop him. I like him to have fun because he missed out on that when younger. He is unrealiable, his always out having fun. I am sometimes part of the fun, so I don't mind.

He tells me he wants some stability, he is homeless at the moment, he says he wants a home. Then other times he says he likes being homeless.I don't no where I stand in all this.

His still got 'in a relationship' on his Facebook status. He text me all the time, first thing in the morning, last thing at night to ask me what I'm doing.

When I meet him, he treats me like a mate, he don't flirt unless I flirt first. But he has kissed me on the cheek and we hold hands sometimes.

I don't no if I should just try to move on or stay and enjoy this friendship we seem to have and hope for more in the future. I can't move on while he is still around because if I dated anybody else I would just compare them to him because I'm in love with him.

Im just not sure what to do, or what's going on in his mind.