samira111
Feb 6, 2013, 07:27 AM
About a year ago, I met a shy man at my work place but in different department. Whenever I saw him I had a bad feeling. He was famous of behaving women badly.
I saw him in one of our mutual friend's party. I noticed he sometimes looked at me. Later, in another party, he was staring at me while playing guitar and no one could see him.
One day, I could dare to talk with him.
Then, I had to move to another city but we had contacts on Facebook. After a year I came back and he's different. He smiles, laughs and talk with women. I felt he was happy to see me again.
For my birthday, my colleagues and I decided to go to a restaurant. Although he was ready to go home, I invited him and he came willingly. There he played piano and he knows I love music.
Now, we can see each other once a week at work when we have to report in a meeting. There's not a time to talk especially when I have to talk with many people. I feel he thinks I ignore him. On the other hand, I don't like my colleagues know about us and make gossips. But I'm not sure it's true that I ask him for a date, and tell him I'm tired of this distance between us, I want to be real. Some say not to tell him you love him but when I ask for a date it exactly shows to him I love him! And If he asks me!
Last week, I told him something and I think he got upset. Should I say sorry?
I'm divorced and he doesn't know. Those memories make me behave like a fool and of course, fear of rejection from him. I'm not sure about his feeling.
I saw him in one of our mutual friend's party. I noticed he sometimes looked at me. Later, in another party, he was staring at me while playing guitar and no one could see him.
One day, I could dare to talk with him.
Then, I had to move to another city but we had contacts on Facebook. After a year I came back and he's different. He smiles, laughs and talk with women. I felt he was happy to see me again.
For my birthday, my colleagues and I decided to go to a restaurant. Although he was ready to go home, I invited him and he came willingly. There he played piano and he knows I love music.
Now, we can see each other once a week at work when we have to report in a meeting. There's not a time to talk especially when I have to talk with many people. I feel he thinks I ignore him. On the other hand, I don't like my colleagues know about us and make gossips. But I'm not sure it's true that I ask him for a date, and tell him I'm tired of this distance between us, I want to be real. Some say not to tell him you love him but when I ask for a date it exactly shows to him I love him! And If he asks me!
Last week, I told him something and I think he got upset. Should I say sorry?
I'm divorced and he doesn't know. Those memories make me behave like a fool and of course, fear of rejection from him. I'm not sure about his feeling.