Brad455
Jan 13, 2013, 06:39 PM
So me and my ex were friends for about 9 months, we would things normal friends didn't do so I didn't think of us as friend but not as boyfriend and girlfriend either. Well we privately went out for about 3 months but it ended with a fight. She was the world to me but I didn't show her much affection. But neither did she. Most of her previous bf's were outgoing, confident, funny. I was just some guy who she met at a fire alarm drill at school who had the occasional joke but was very shy. She befriended me and opened me up slowly but I soon realized being her friend wasn't going to be simple. She was hated by most of the school for having a temper. I still fell in love with and I'm sure she did as well. We had a lot of good memories together and had a lot planned. So in November we had a big fight that ended with me calling her a b*tch. We ended contact since then.
However one day our teacher paired us up as partners, I cursed under my breath but I approached and started working. Neither of us said a word. I finished my work and she slid a note to me. It said "I miss you". I was shocked and my heart stopped for a moment. I wrote the same thing back and she read it and crumbled it and put it in her pocket. When class ended I stood up and told her were going to talk later. She nodded but looked very sad.
Well when we started talking she said how she missed me and how she tried contacting me for my birthday and got me a birthday gift but since I changed phones I never got the message. I was angry but put it aside for the time being. She said if I didn't was a friend that smoked and did weed then to not talk to her. I Don't really care about that anymore but she said she was bisexual now which didn't bother me either. I told her I would think about it and then we talked after school. I told her I wasn't sure because of how she broke me when we split. She started saying she didn't care and that I was making a big deal out of nothing and then ended the conversation with a whatever. That was about 4 days ago and we haven't talked since. We had lunch together, and when I say together I mean she just happen to be there with my friends already. A little time in the lunch she got up, muttered "No one likes me anymore" and left.
P.S. She wouldn't even look me in the eye but I gotten to notice most girls don't when its about things like this.
However one day our teacher paired us up as partners, I cursed under my breath but I approached and started working. Neither of us said a word. I finished my work and she slid a note to me. It said "I miss you". I was shocked and my heart stopped for a moment. I wrote the same thing back and she read it and crumbled it and put it in her pocket. When class ended I stood up and told her were going to talk later. She nodded but looked very sad.
Well when we started talking she said how she missed me and how she tried contacting me for my birthday and got me a birthday gift but since I changed phones I never got the message. I was angry but put it aside for the time being. She said if I didn't was a friend that smoked and did weed then to not talk to her. I Don't really care about that anymore but she said she was bisexual now which didn't bother me either. I told her I would think about it and then we talked after school. I told her I wasn't sure because of how she broke me when we split. She started saying she didn't care and that I was making a big deal out of nothing and then ended the conversation with a whatever. That was about 4 days ago and we haven't talked since. We had lunch together, and when I say together I mean she just happen to be there with my friends already. A little time in the lunch she got up, muttered "No one likes me anymore" and left.
P.S. She wouldn't even look me in the eye but I gotten to notice most girls don't when its about things like this.