HI

I'm male 30 years old.

Yesterday I ejaculated and it felt weird like I was getting the sensation of bulid up of ejacultation and it felt like it then paused and it went backwards or something.
It did shoot out but
It felt really weird.

I couldn't slept probably because of fear but I don't feel any pains now.
So maybe my body is having fear(of being serioiusly damaged)

How do I get rid of that fear?

Well they say when you fall off the horse, get right back on soooooooo...