My boyfriend and I have been together almost two years now and a few months ago he let me borrow his phone to take a picture and I stumbled across some porn he looked up and I couldn't handle it because he pomised me he doesn't do that and I never in a million years thought he would lie to me about it. He says he no longer looks, but for some reason I can not trust it. He recently asked me to marry him and I of course said yes but this is always in the back of my mind. I am not okay with it and I don't know how to be okay with the idea of him looking elsewhere to get off when I have given him plenty of photos and videos to look at. How do I learn to be more trusting?

In my opinion, like if I was in that situation, I probably would want my girlfriend to just accept it. It's not like he's cheating on you. In my opinion of course. Sorry I can't really give you a definitive answer but I known some couples that had this type of problem.