mgall3
Dec 21, 2012, 07:05 PM
So me and my boyfriend have been dating for almost five months and I know it doesn't sound long but I'm only an eighth grader in Tennessee and I love him so much but he has three girl-friends one I'm kind of friends with and the other two I hate.
One of the two I hate well I will call her Rose, is in his band and she calls him Maxie and they dated 4 times last year I know she hates me because people tell me and I told him how I feel and he got mad at me because he flirts back and they have funny stuff. I don't know I feel left out and when his friend I kind of like, let’s call her Sam, well we used to play soccer together and she flirts with everyone and me her and my boyfriend are close neighbors and they hung out yesterday without me. They talk all the time and it feels like they have more in common but what I hate most is that when I feel like I'm about to die because he won’t talk to me when Sam or Rose are around.
He always finds a way to make me love him again when he kisses me. I don't know what to do but I can’t stand all three of them. He doesn't know I hate Sam because I talk to her because I don’t want them to know I don’t like her. Now I just got back from the mall and when I left he said he can’t talk till Wednesday and its Friday he hasn't even asked if he could and he didn’t even kiss me. I just can’t break up with him because I still love him and obviously I know I'm jealous of the girls and I can’t tell him how I feel because I already tried that.
Its two days till Christmas Eve and he can’t even see me when I live 4 houses away I just can’t take feeling empty inside. It feels like he still has feelings for Sam. I mean they did date on and off since 3rd grade but I'm his longest relationship. I hate when he texts or talks to other girls. I don’t talk to other boys unless me and him know him and at least I don’t flirt with them like he does HELP!!
One of the two I hate well I will call her Rose, is in his band and she calls him Maxie and they dated 4 times last year I know she hates me because people tell me and I told him how I feel and he got mad at me because he flirts back and they have funny stuff. I don't know I feel left out and when his friend I kind of like, let’s call her Sam, well we used to play soccer together and she flirts with everyone and me her and my boyfriend are close neighbors and they hung out yesterday without me. They talk all the time and it feels like they have more in common but what I hate most is that when I feel like I'm about to die because he won’t talk to me when Sam or Rose are around.
He always finds a way to make me love him again when he kisses me. I don't know what to do but I can’t stand all three of them. He doesn't know I hate Sam because I talk to her because I don’t want them to know I don’t like her. Now I just got back from the mall and when I left he said he can’t talk till Wednesday and its Friday he hasn't even asked if he could and he didn’t even kiss me. I just can’t break up with him because I still love him and obviously I know I'm jealous of the girls and I can’t tell him how I feel because I already tried that.
Its two days till Christmas Eve and he can’t even see me when I live 4 houses away I just can’t take feeling empty inside. It feels like he still has feelings for Sam. I mean they did date on and off since 3rd grade but I'm his longest relationship. I hate when he texts or talks to other girls. I don’t talk to other boys unless me and him know him and at least I don’t flirt with them like he does HELP!!