Allyk
Dec 21, 2012, 05:08 AM
My girlfrind and I had been dating for 3 years. She lives in Moscow and me in the UK. We had argued a lot but it was always forgiven by her or me.
She told me from the start she wanted to marry and have kids and I agreed. In June she told me unless I proposed it would end with her because she wouldn't keep waiting, so I did.
We met in October and she wanted to be living with my by January, I agreed.
Two weeks ago we got into another argument which now appears to have killed the relationship. She demanded I find us a place to stay and would not talk to me unless I found one.
I got scared and couldn't do it alone and questioned her on where the love was but she took it the wrong way then ended it.
Since last Saturday she has told me its over, Asked me to stop contacting her etc but I still done it. I text terrorised her I guess. She has said twice in the week that she still loves me but ger heart couldn't take another hit, and that she misses me. I had prmised her to live here with me by Feb but she simply said it was "too late".
Last night I then apologised one final time, and said id be prepared to wait on her, but she said "it isnt fair on you to wait. I have not decided back yet. Take care of yourself".
I feel so hurt and let down. What is she thinking? What should I do? I still love her so much but I am so lost and depressed.
She told me from the start she wanted to marry and have kids and I agreed. In June she told me unless I proposed it would end with her because she wouldn't keep waiting, so I did.
We met in October and she wanted to be living with my by January, I agreed.
Two weeks ago we got into another argument which now appears to have killed the relationship. She demanded I find us a place to stay and would not talk to me unless I found one.
I got scared and couldn't do it alone and questioned her on where the love was but she took it the wrong way then ended it.
Since last Saturday she has told me its over, Asked me to stop contacting her etc but I still done it. I text terrorised her I guess. She has said twice in the week that she still loves me but ger heart couldn't take another hit, and that she misses me. I had prmised her to live here with me by Feb but she simply said it was "too late".
Last night I then apologised one final time, and said id be prepared to wait on her, but she said "it isnt fair on you to wait. I have not decided back yet. Take care of yourself".
I feel so hurt and let down. What is she thinking? What should I do? I still love her so much but I am so lost and depressed.