Lookingpretty
Dec 14, 2012, 06:31 AM
So lately I've been feeling like my mum doesn't love me as much as my brothers and sister. It feels like they also don't really love me or like me as much as each other. Yesterday my brother Rick came to visit me, mum and my other brother John from London as he was leaving he said bye to mum and John but he totally ignored me. Last night John was washing up the dishes and kept on spraying water everywhere and my mum was laughing John then went to the toilet an I took over the washing I accidentally sprayed a little bit of water over the kitchen counter and my mum shouted at me for getting water everywhere. During the Olympics my mum my dad Rick and me all went to go see the athletics and mum made a point of sitting next to Rick and then ignored me. I try really hard to please my mum I've taken up dancing, judo and netball all of which are my mums favourite sports I try really hard in school I try and keep my bedroom clean but she complains about me doing the sports because they cost her a little money she says I'm not doing good enough in school even though I am best in the class and well above average for my age. It also seems that I can never be right but John and Rick are always right. My mum and my sister also have a really strong bond they talk about everything but my mum won't even talk to me about puberty I just feel like I am left out. The only reason I feel I have lasted this long is because my brothers and sisters are only half siblings and their dad died about a year and a bit ago and I understand how hard it must be and that the others need that extra bit of love and care but I think my mum is punishing me for still having a dad when her first borns don't. I may still have a dad but he is home about once every two weeks he says he is working night and days for a little bit more money but I know that he doesn't stay at home because he doesn't like the huge rows him and mum get into.
Thanks for reading
I guess I wrote this to ask what do I do? I can't live like this every person needs a loving mother especially though puberty...
Thanks for reading
I guess I wrote this to ask what do I do? I can't live like this every person needs a loving mother especially though puberty...