My boyfriend and I have been going out for almost 2yrs now. Early on we both knew we were meant to be. We have already talked about marriage and our future together. He is a real blunt, speaks his mind type of guy and I can appreciate that. Now when I had first added him on fb I couldn't see his friends list. A day later I could. At that time he was a club promoter and that was his reason being having so many friends in general. I had thought he was one of those guys that talked to a lot of girls at one time and such. He even stopped doing his club promoting job just for me because I didn't like the fact he was in that environment. I wasn't a clubber or I don't even dress that way. Anyway I started feeling uneasy when one day I was bored and was looking through his list and wow. There were girls dressed half naked like models and junk. It made me sick. Of course I brought it to his attention and he said he doesn't even look at them. And that has been his line from then on. I have had a hurtful past and the last relationship I was in he cheated on me with a girl on Facebook. So I don't know if I'm just paranoid or what. He always tells me not to worry and I do trust him. Throughout our relationship he's even deleted some and he got upset one time that I had brought it up again he deleted his fb for awhile. Also, in the same boat with my last relationship hurting me, these girls are total opposites of me. I'm a more conservative dress not like an old lady but I just don't tend to show a lot of my cleavage or tight dresses an such. An these girls are stick thin with there boobs popping out. I don't like who I'm becoming. All my friends say its just my past ruining my current great relationship. Just wanted some second opinions. It's sad whenever I see the little green lite that's he's on fb I always think the worst that he's talking to another girl. My best friend suggested I'm just a little insecure and need to get over it.

I just think you should know that there is no definition of normal, everyone is unique in there own way. That's what makes us human. Some people are social and some aren't... I myself am better off without a lot of people, I get uncomfortable around a lot of people. I'm not sure if this will help but maybe try finding a hobby that you enjoy and find other people with the same interest, you will have something to talk about and it could lead into other conversations, you could be surprised how much in commen you have with people.