I'm 24 years old and I'm with the same guy for the last 6 years of my life. Before I knew that I was having a baby . Him and I wasn't doing to good because he would go out and be with other girls . I came to find out when I told him that I was 2 months n was going to have his baby. Now 3 years later I just don't feel the same for him. I sit here n think to myself what I'm going to do with my life. If I tell him that I don't love him n don't want to be here anymore . Where I'm going to go I don't have no one here . Everyday I wake up in this house I'm called names with out me doing anything to him. I cry as I write this because I'm not myself. For one he didn't want me to work so I don't have income to buy the baby what she needs .I always have to ask him to buy me the things that I need n we get into a fight for that also. I just hate my life n I see her little face n it gives me hope . I don't want to live like this anymore the New Years is coming n I should start without him in my live n start new?

You need to communicate with him, But I have no idea why you are still there, instead of typing this why are you not packing

Where is your mother or father, aunts, uncles, sisters, brothers?
You need to find somewhere else to live while you apply for welfare and public housing (much as I don't want another mother and child on welfare).
But you need to mean it. You can't get welfare if you let him back in your life. He can go to court to get visitation of his child.