I have been through a lot in my life and a lot of men have put me down and told me I was not good enough. I now have a fiancé and we have 5 boys together 3 of which I gave birth too. I gained 102 pounds with my first 1 and 60 with the other 2... I never feel beautiful our sexy even though my fiancé tells me I am... I have huge trust issues and self image problems from all the stuff I've been put through it is hard for me to believe him. I just want some honest opinions on how I look from people that don't know me.

Okay, we don't know you, so how can we give you honest opinions on how you look ?

Why does it matter what others think?

Some men only think 300 lb women are sexy. Other men only want 120 lb or less women.

Some men only Chinese women, others only black.

If your weight is a issue to you, then you do something about it.