I lost ma first love at the age of 18... after it never hapnd to me agn... m 20 nw.. des 2yrs have been lyk hell... I kw I cnt have him back neithr do I share des thngs with anyone... idk why god made me through ol des... wen I try and watch sum good muvis I couldn't cntinu watching because evrytym I do so m end up with hids memories... its v difclt... I evn can't love agn...

I do feel for your suffering, but please don't use texting. I for one can't interpret it without a lot of strain.

I would really like to help. However, since I don't text, I haven't a clue what you are saying.

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