2 years ago I used to wake up in my sleep I always try to get out of my room but everything locked. After a while for some reason I put chairs around my bed an if I didn't have them I couldn't go to sleep . I would wake up sometimes feeling like I had sex. My parents said I would be rude when they tried talking to me an I was asleep an every night I would wake up at 3 15 in the morning an my restroom light will be on this happen to me for a whole year sometimes I wouldn't sleep cause I was to scared I got really depressed I would drink anything that will make me sleep so I wouldn't be able to dream one day out of nowhere I tried killing myself I don't recall why I did it is like I saw myself doing it I almost died but eveything stop until recently I see two shadows around me an I can't seem to wake up I'm more scared know cause I have a baby an I don't want to do something to him I feel like something grabs me an when me an my husband get in fights he always gets hurt someone please help

Please get professional help.. You need more than online people can proivide

Speak to a professional... then speak to a pastor... in that order.

Wat do you meam professional help

For one, you mentioned a suicide attempt. Someone needs to evaluate your mental stability.

The pastor should be able to help with the spiritual issues... and possibly the mental ones.