camoprincess
Oct 27, 2012, 02:01 PM
I started to get the feeling that I wanted to leave him a few months ago (2ish) when I caught him sexting a girl he had previously worked with but has since gotten a new job. I made him cut all ties and tried moving forward. But I guess I didn't really trust him after that.
Then two weeks ago I felt like there was a lack of happiness in our relationship and so I tried talking to him about it but nothing really got figured out. Then. Just a few days ago I caught him sexting with a completely different girl and. He couldn't really find an excuse as to why he kept doing this. But it hurts me. So I decided to end our relationship.
I left and went to stay the night at my parents house and immediately felt like an idiot for leaving him. I missed him already and I felt confused. But I do not trust him. However. I'm not mad at him. I don't even hate him. I just feel confused and hurt.
Yesterday we met up and talked about the situation again. I feel like we were both trying to secretly find a way to make it work out. But nothing was solved. But I knew it wouldn't happen over night.
I ended up staying the night with him. Nothing sexual. Just slept next to him. Last night it felt right but today it just feels weird. We are not together but we are talking (with hesitancy
Almost like we were back together again. But we aren't.
I feel like there's no-one in my life that I can talk to that understands what mixed feelings I have right now. I don't know what to do. I don't trust him. But I love him.
I guess I just need an outside perspective as to what's going on in my head. I don't know what to do.
Then two weeks ago I felt like there was a lack of happiness in our relationship and so I tried talking to him about it but nothing really got figured out. Then. Just a few days ago I caught him sexting with a completely different girl and. He couldn't really find an excuse as to why he kept doing this. But it hurts me. So I decided to end our relationship.
I left and went to stay the night at my parents house and immediately felt like an idiot for leaving him. I missed him already and I felt confused. But I do not trust him. However. I'm not mad at him. I don't even hate him. I just feel confused and hurt.
Yesterday we met up and talked about the situation again. I feel like we were both trying to secretly find a way to make it work out. But nothing was solved. But I knew it wouldn't happen over night.
I ended up staying the night with him. Nothing sexual. Just slept next to him. Last night it felt right but today it just feels weird. We are not together but we are talking (with hesitancy
Almost like we were back together again. But we aren't.
I feel like there's no-one in my life that I can talk to that understands what mixed feelings I have right now. I don't know what to do. I don't trust him. But I love him.
I guess I just need an outside perspective as to what's going on in my head. I don't know what to do.