Here's the deal. I dated a guy for two years and he was my first true love. After he broke up with me twice, I stayed single for two more years and met another guy.. But I was currently trying t work things out with my ex again. So I took a chance with this new guy and started dating him. And completely stopped communicating with my ex. I quickly moved in with this new guy after have only been dating him for about four days. Yeah, I know. Anyway, I've been living with him is for one year and eight months and we've been very happy. Except.. I still am attached to my ex. Now, I've been caught twice texting him, after my new boyfriend asked me not to because he knows I'm not even really over him and that causes a problem in my relationship. Now, I haven't talked to my ex after the last time me and my current boyfriend broke up the last time over it. But I texted another guy one time, and he just dumped me for it. Now he won't take me back because I've told him multiple times I wouldn't text other guys. Even though he's constantly texting my best friend and he's constantly texting another girl and even goes to her house when I'm at work, the only difference is I hide it and lie to him about it when it's brought up and he does these things openly. He's so controlling he won't even let me go visit my family by myself because he's worried they'll try talking me out if the relationship since they don't like him because he's threatened me that he'll kill me if he ever found me cheating. I'm stuck. Any advice.

I really am stuck between the two guys. Because my ex still wants to be with me and my current boyfriend still wants to be with me. I wish there were a way to combine the two. :( I don't know what to do.