I recently turned 24, he is 30. We have been together for 3 years. I have left him before but like an idiot, got suckered into going back with him. I honestly don't have anywhere else to go. He constantly es and picks fights over the stupidest little things and he brings up our rocky past on a daily basis. He won't allow me to hang out with my friends because he doesn't want me to drink. Even if I don't intend on drinking he gets pissy. He gets mad if I text friends, I'm not allowed to have a Facebook, he demands sex or blowjobs every night and the sex is lame he's a 2 pump dump. He complains that I'm broke, yet won't let me get a job unless it is the same hours as he works.. He has been abusive in the past. I feel more hate than love for him, and I am just at my wits end - but with no where to go, no one to talk to, I feel straight up lost and scared. :( its horrible. What to do?

Get OUT of the relationship. Someone who treats you that way is not worth being with. You always have somewhere to go, friends/family etc and if not them, there is government agencies and emergency housing options. Do not continue the relationship if you are feeling that way and especially if he has been abusive. Stay strong and know that you don't NEED him.

Emily Rae