deloreanyears
Oct 10, 2012, 12:00 PM
Start by saying I've been dating my girlfriend for just over a year. Im 18, she's 16.
She is the first girlfriend I have had. The first three months were all over the place. At the four month mark within a few weeks time we had told each other we loved one another.
I have never had a feeling like this before, first time in my life I feel like nothing matters but her, all I ever wanted to do was be around her and spend time with her. I seemed to be the happiest person ever at the time to be with her. It went well for a few months.
At around the 7/8 month mark we got into some more fights, including stuff like her calling me cheap to my face, gettting over jelous because I talk to my friends a lot (even late at night, girls) she thought me and my friends were "lovers" and "did stuff" she made me stop talking to them or she would leave me, back then I did anything to keep her along side. This made me quite angry and dissapointed that she is so jelous of the smallest stupidest things that don't even exist. More stuff involved more insults and stuff that really got to my head.
Leading into my point, at around the 7/8 mark, I lost a lot for her and have not said "I love you" since. Its been pretty much 4 months give or take since Ive said it.
Since then I have never felt the same, I've changed completely, don't care to see her the way I useto etc etc. I haven't had "butterflies" in my stomach when kissing, or "magic kisses" since iether. Some stuff still stays the same, for example, I put a massive amount of effort for out one year anniv, spent about 15 hours making some wall art for her with writing and drawing different things to make her smile and remember me by.
Currently were on a week break, no talk, no see, no nothing.
Im wondering if I want to keep going with our relationship and hope for my feelings to come back or should I move on.
She loves me to death, and is more than aware that she's losing me as days go by.
I've been hoping that I would be able to say I love her again and feel the way I useto, but its simply not happening. I also don't want to give up a years worth of time with her, but in the same time I feel like I should move on. Both have multiple reasons behind it.
She is the first girlfriend I have had. The first three months were all over the place. At the four month mark within a few weeks time we had told each other we loved one another.
I have never had a feeling like this before, first time in my life I feel like nothing matters but her, all I ever wanted to do was be around her and spend time with her. I seemed to be the happiest person ever at the time to be with her. It went well for a few months.
At around the 7/8 month mark we got into some more fights, including stuff like her calling me cheap to my face, gettting over jelous because I talk to my friends a lot (even late at night, girls) she thought me and my friends were "lovers" and "did stuff" she made me stop talking to them or she would leave me, back then I did anything to keep her along side. This made me quite angry and dissapointed that she is so jelous of the smallest stupidest things that don't even exist. More stuff involved more insults and stuff that really got to my head.
Leading into my point, at around the 7/8 mark, I lost a lot for her and have not said "I love you" since. Its been pretty much 4 months give or take since Ive said it.
Since then I have never felt the same, I've changed completely, don't care to see her the way I useto etc etc. I haven't had "butterflies" in my stomach when kissing, or "magic kisses" since iether. Some stuff still stays the same, for example, I put a massive amount of effort for out one year anniv, spent about 15 hours making some wall art for her with writing and drawing different things to make her smile and remember me by.
Currently were on a week break, no talk, no see, no nothing.
Im wondering if I want to keep going with our relationship and hope for my feelings to come back or should I move on.
She loves me to death, and is more than aware that she's losing me as days go by.
I've been hoping that I would be able to say I love her again and feel the way I useto, but its simply not happening. I also don't want to give up a years worth of time with her, but in the same time I feel like I should move on. Both have multiple reasons behind it.